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The Alchemy of Stillness in ME's avatar

Thank you for writing this. It is exactly how I feel now. Off sick from a job that made me sick. What do I do next that won’t kill me. Or do I go back.

Paul Ian Clarke's avatar

It’s a nightmare isn’t it? The uncertainty alone causes fatigue. I can remember well being in that ‘in between’ phase of wondering if I could return back to work. I hope you find some peace about it soon.

The Alchemy of Stillness in ME's avatar

It does. Especially when we are people that always strive to improve our lives.

Paul Ian Clarke's avatar

Yes! And been forced to make big decisions when we are not well enough to walk upstairs sometimes. It’s redefined how I measure success and self improvement.

The Alchemy of Stillness in ME's avatar

Me too! That’s how I measure my fatigue.