"It’s a horrible feeling, realising you no longer trust the body you’ve lived in your entire life. I miss the days of my younger years when I took it for granted, when it simply did what I asked it to do and when I could push myself without worrying about the consequences."
So true! With health unfortunately you only realize what you had when its gone.. Though my overall condition is certainly better than yours, but the grief is probably comparable. I try to appreciate what I still can do, not thinking about my old life. But of course much easier said than done..
"It’s a horrible feeling, realising you no longer trust the body you’ve lived in your entire life. I miss the days of my younger years when I took it for granted, when it simply did what I asked it to do and when I could push myself without worrying about the consequences."
So true! With health unfortunately you only realize what you had when its gone.. Though my overall condition is certainly better than yours, but the grief is probably comparable. I try to appreciate what I still can do, not thinking about my old life. But of course much easier said than done..
It’s a grief that keeps returning as well, when we keep finding out our body can’t cope with things. Great to hear from you Pat, thank you.